A stab in the dark.

   With this one, im not really sure what to say, because in all honesty, while i still have hope for the future, its the unknown now that i feel is slipping past me..

    I look up, and tall buildings with streetlights keeping me from seeing the starts I long to see. The wind and temperature are hidden behind thick walls and windows, masked by air conditioning and doors. It feels like I am losing a connection I had with the world around me, and because of that, things feel a little more lonely, a little more isolated. I try to lose myself in the graphics and stories of the things i love most, but reading them only starts to hurt after a while, because i realize that i cant have them myself. A pair of arms around my shoulders, a glad to see me kiss on my cheek, or a hug to be the first of hundreds, just to say that "I'm here". A smile just for me... A smile I can't see.. So what is it that i want, reassurance? What is it that i need? Someone to prove to me that they care about me? who knows. I want..a life where i dont have to look back...a life where i can smile, and most importantly, a life where someone is smiling back at me..