Thoughts.

Maybe its a theory, maybe its a philosophy, im not quite sure, but if a person misses something enough, is it possible for their mind to bring it back? Maybe not distoring their world, or letting their mind leve the realities of this world to exist in a fantasy, but more like...remembering the touch, the pressure on their skin, or maybe even the wind of a breath near their skin. The theory is, or maybe its the philosophy, that if you want something that you miss bad enough, its never really gone, because its always in your heart. So maybe that means that because its in your heart, its possible to feel it again if you really desire it so much..it might not be in the outside world that you feel it, but possibly a mental recreation of what you wish for so dearly..maybe thats how love-sick lovers keep going after their heart is broken, or strong bonded mothers/sons who were forced apart, just as long, as their hearts speak true, and they truly want to be together again....

The outcome

After trial after trial, due to a technicality, the experiment wasn't completed to the expected outcome. Fell short i'm afraid. Morally, the experiment did not fail, because no flirting took place, and no outward interaction was made. The information gained was that if you take out a big constant in one's life, one can see things a little more for what they are, and just as much, can listen to themselves a little more, and find out some things that they might not have known before. Let me get personal for a moment. In my experiment, i learned that i still can say no, and that control of my life and actions still rests in my own choices. For a while i started to fear that i couldn't control my actions anymore... so in this experiment, i found a newfound will within myself, and it helps me find myself a little better...

The Experiment.

So here is a test in altercation of one's natural philosophy. The hypothesis: take away one of the most common occurences in one's life, and that person will be able to see more of themself, because they have room to think, and not actively take part in a time consuming occurence. The specifics: A simple test of no flirting with women for 5 days. The variable: My own will to succeed. The outcome: Pending. . .

The begining.

Well, Here is where it is, allow me to introduce myself. I am Philosophy's Philanthropist, and you'll see where i go.