Satisfaction.

Why is life relentless in its persuit to let one have what it is they desire so badly? Is it all just a test of faith and willpower? why do we have to prove ourselves to some higher being that we are willing to suffer to get what it is that drives our hearts and our minds crazy...It can hurt so badly..make your mind pull itself apart in confusion, and make your heart writhe and beat off-rhythm because of your heartache and inner turmoil. Why is suffering so important to achieving your hearts desire...What if one of your dreams were love? We suffer for our dreams so much.. but love is what keeps us going..what if Love is what you dream..what is supposed to keep you going then...Standing in a dark hallway, looking down into the abyss. How am i supposed to find the will to keep going into the cold, dark night..My person is hope..My mind is desire.. My heart is love. My dreams are......