Worlds

Inside of the focused world i find myself wandering in, I am the focal point..I know everyone has their own world, their revolution...any of which they are the star..But in my own. i am a prisoner to the orbiting moon, gazing a cold stare down , casting a shadow upon my soul...No matter how central, now intricate i am in my world, it seems that i am just a tool to lesser bodies in my world. I am bigger in my world. I am stronger in my world. Yet afraid to disturb the balance, to shift the balance of power, i let myself fall to the whim of the moon, only to slowly notice that i myself, am becoming darker..starting to find my own stare back at the moon, and i feel it. At first, a small rumble..then a shake..then the moon is a little further away, its gravity thrown off, and i am slowly starting to control its orbit...Is this what i need to become? Do i need to control the balance, instead of letting it be controlled by another...